HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGXING!
& HAPPY LAOPEI DAY TO TIMOTHY(:

back from D.E.O camp(: (: (:
ohmytian, i was really tired when i came back last night that i totally KO-ed.
and woke up at 4:30pm today! haha.
i can't believe i almost didnt go for this camp man!
it was really really really awesome.
people like choongkai, darryl, jieru all planned the camp so well
and not a single person left the camp un-impacted and un-changed im sure.
so sure.


from running around Sentosa with zhilin, venus and the rest of the KAZHUA team.
( yes our team's name was kazhua -.-" )
playing games with D5 and others.
from staying up all night with shipei, eloise they all.
to watching my sister grow with the services.
to receiving from God myself after Dom's preaching.
listening and being touched when Pf was sharing about her family
and the talks with people like qianqian and zhenghui.
to finally meeting up with ryan yap again after about half a year.
being inspired by Pastor Troy Marshall and Pastor Vince over and over, because of the simpliest things.
unlocking ever more mysteries about God as i prayed and prayed and prayed, and waited.
even to the points of desperation and tears.
and to finally giving my faith pledge on saturday - that seriously took me alot of faith.
cos who knows how im going to fulfill it man. haha.


and so so so so many more things!
but im really too tired to think and look back now :x


with this fresh word from God, i'm going to continue running with the newly revealed path! (:
i don't know where its going to go, but i'm going to continue running nonetheless.


honestly, before this camp.
i was so close to giving up.
to just throwing down my hopes and prayers and walking away from this part of my life.
all the months of praying and hoping, breaking down and pleading. and nothing happened.
i'm so glad i didn't give it up.
you know, you really never know how near you were to seeing God's promises fulfilled, and your own prayers answered,
if you had just walked away and given up.
it could have just been so close. that close.


this doesnt just apply to spiritual stuff.
every part of life that's worth the effort tooo i guess(:
because things that are worth the wait, worth the fight.
often require just that - waiting and fighting.


after service last night, had to chiong down to celebrate my mum's birthday!
we went to westmall to eat Sakae.
and my family said grace together got the first time man!
had great talks with my siblings, and i feel a new season is coming(:
i feel we're becoming more open with each other.
yay(:


today, my family just ate cake and watched movies on tv for father's day(:
actually, they're still watching now, haha!
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"write the vision and make it plain on tablets,
That he may run who reads it.
For the vision is yet for an appointed time; But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie.
Thought it tarries wait for it; Because it will surely come,
It will not tarry."
- Habakkuk 2:2-3


also, my laopei told me something today that made me the happiest daughter ever man! (:
gosh, i neeeed to study.
close school, close school, close school before mye please.
i spent the whole night faceboooking when i had the econs book right beside me.
AAAAAAAAAAAH):